I am sitting on a train. 6 hours of traveling are waiting for me. Where? To the city which I know where´s on a map. To the state, which is a neighbor of the Czech Republic.
It is strange. When I was thinking about this moment I imagined it like a fairy tale. Because right now my dream is coming true. However, I feel like I left my joy and happiness in the Czech Republic. I am feeling confused, a little bit sad and stressful. My mind is full of unanswered questions…
When I was 15 I decided to go abroad. To have a gap and learn something new, something different than studying. In my last year at hight, I forgot about my decision and I started preparing for the test at university. But I was thinking and thinking and after I found out that I didn´t want to go to university. Not now. I want to try something new. Go out of my comfort zone.
And it was a time when I started looking for a person who can help me. After that, I was looking for an interesting project and then for some documents. And the last thing was the case which is big enough for all my stuff.
With last week came also goodbyes and lots of tears, feelings like fear and panic and stress during packing my stuff because the biggest case wasn´t big enough.
30/9/2019 I kissed my boyfriend for the last time and caught the train. I had hands full of staff and eyes full of tears. I found my set n.92 which was my resort for 500 km.
So I am sitting on the train for 6 hours and waiting for my target destination which is the capital of Poland, Warsaw. That is my new home for the next 9 months.